When one good thing happens, something bad always ends up happening too.. of course today of all days would be the day that my emotional state would be so Topsy turvey.
Dealing with the stress that overlaps my plate is with of the hardest things when I end up in this big dark pit of dispair.
Judgementall people surround me and I can't seem to do anything right when I choose to do something.
I suppose I will always be the one that takes the hit, being the adult woman around the house has made me be portrayed as the mother figure and taking on that role has so far been one of the hardest/best time of my life.
Job still sucks though, boss still sucks but I can't change what is current. Allet I can do is look ahead and hope for the best. I have to work for what I want. That's all there is to it.